Limbo

May 6, 2010

I’m with a man I shouldn’t be with.  I should set him free.  I feel in love for him hard and now, I feel nothing.  That’s not true.  I feel disgust, mistrust, and resentment.

This scares me about marriage.  I’m quite certain part of the problem is me.  And the men I select to be with.  They’re all the same.  It’s disturbing to realize I am the problem.  I do this to myself.

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